What am I working for?

I've done a lot of crying in the last seven weeks.  I sometimes wonder if anything is worth anything.  You can work hard your whole life, and everything gets taken from you anyway. 

Yes, I'm down.  What else is new?  It's interesting that when you're down, people will kick you.  Right now, I'm not seeing a whole lot of worth in anything I've ever done.  Which really isn't anything.  I'm so angry at everything and everyone. 

I can post this.  No one reads blogs anymore.