Friday, August 3, 2012

Maybe

Lately I feel as though I've been taken to task for some of the things I post.  Well, slide on my size 11 stilettos and walk a few miles will you?

Maybe I write what I write because I feel as though the one person who should put me first doesn't.  Maybe I write what I write because when I look back, no one is there to say, "You can do it."  Maybe I write what I write because I work so hard to try new things just to get noticed.  And then, when the day of my performance comes they aren't there because their plans were much more important.  Maybe I write what I write because I feel like I'm playing a supporting role in my own life.

So, all is well in your life, is it?  I hope for your sake it stays that way.  I hope you always have the perfect husband, the perfect kids and that everything is as you hoped and dreamed it would be.  Sometimes I get down. I'm often frustrated.  But, I don't see that you are there for me either. 

Truth is I am a good person.  I serve my family and my friends.  I give every day of my life 100%.  Sometimes you're given a load of crap and you're just trying to deal with it the best you know how.

4 comments:

Justme said...
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Justme said...

o, I don't think you like my comments but, oh, well. In truth, I feel sorry for those who have the perfect life - look at all the growth and experiences they're missing out on! I don't know you very well-okay-not really at all - but I am sure you're giving all you have to give and doing the best you can at any given moment. Who can give more than that? Who can rightly expect more? Walk tall. You're a Daughter of God! Go with that!

Clarissa said...

Some just look perfect on the outside, but, believe me, everyone has their struggles even though they are not outwardly apparent. You are one of the best people I know, and obviously stronger for everything you've been through!
Love you!

Unknown said...

Hey Girl, I dont even want to know what a perfect life is... I say that because there is no joy on this earth if you are perfect. Nothing would be fun, exciting, sad, miserable, there would be nothing to smile about, laugh about, or even cry about cry alot about. I love ya tons and I am so sorry you and I do not visit much. I am here as I know you are there if we need that hug or a large bowl of icecream. Yell at me from across the fence, I will be there.
LOVE YA TONS