Tuesday, October 4, 2011

General Conference

To quote President Thomas S. Monson, "Hi!" I thought he was completely adorable when he did that! I learned a lot this General Conference weekend and was grateful for the pick me up. It's been a struggle these last few years for me. There are times that I feel so spiritually dead. It is not easy having a spouse who has made a conscious decision to be completely and totally inactive. It's hard to feel the Spirit when there is such an opposition in my own home to having the environment to actively have those feelings. I'm sad. I'm angry. My life is definitely not where I thought it would be at this time. I don't hold much hope that it will ever change.

4 comments:

Melissa M. said...

Sorry to hear that!
I hope that you can keep being strong, each day just be the best Charmen that you can be, and do something that makes you happy.
You deserve to be happy!

Grandma Sharon says. . . said...

Keep praying. Even Nephi had to pray for his brothers. Lehi had to pray for his children. I wish I knew the answer as to why Lee made that decision. Keep praying and have faith to move mountains. Love you.

Grandma Sharon says. . . said...

P.S. The reason Pres. Monson got up said "Hello" the way he did was because he was at the beginning of conference. He didn't make it there until conference had started. No explanation was given as to why he was late. Love you.

Justme said...

Dang that agency! We thought it would be so cool to be able to choose our actions for ourselves that we didn't realize just how hard it would be, too. But it's even harder to choose how we deal with other's choices. Especially when we love them. Continue to be the best Charmen you can be.