I Am.

I am: a wife, mother, sister, friend, daughter, aunt
I know: not nearly what I need to.
I want: to know that my kids are going to be alright.
I have: all that I could have imagined.
I dislike: Halloween.
I miss: my grandmother, Colleen Hedberg.
I feel: uncomfortable.
I hear: the Beagles playing in the back yard.
I smell: the anticipation of making something for dinner.
I crave: sweet hugs from my kids.
I cry: at the drop of a hat.
I search: for answers.
I wonder: if anyone really likes me.
I regret: too many things to mention here.
I love: my family.
I remember: what Christmas smelled like when I was a child and my grandma was alive.
I dance: when no one is looking.
I don't: want to get old.
I argue: probably too much.
I write: when I feel sad and throw it away.
I win: hardly ever.
I lose: my keys pretty regularly.
I wish: my kids would stay little.
I listen: when people talk to me.
I can usually be found: at my desk
I am scared: of what is going on in the world and being alone.
I need: the love of my family.
I forget: about how many times my name has been butchered.


PS. My beautiful daughter informed me tonight that she is moving out in about a week and a half. I am: sad.

I tag: Jen, Crystal, Melissa, and Sharon.